Bloated and getting bigger

day 8

well up until today I had been feeling very good, full of energy and proud of myself. So far I have had no hunger and attended social functions without any cravings. Tonight though I faced some strong opposition to the MC. I find it brings up strong reactions from people which I find interesting. I would write more but I am tired. Suffice to say that my stomach is really bloated....ugh

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Day 5

I will  forgo a day 4 entry except to say i kinda enjoyed the swf and had a good day full of energy and yoga was great. Today I have been up, way up emotionally then down and irritable. I had a realisation that I do not have good relationship with obstacles that can occur in daily life. The process of booking a rental car sent me into a temper tantrum and to retell the story will not only put me back there but stun the reader of this blog into a mind numbing boredom. Anyhoo feel better now after some serious chanting and self reflection I am now grown up. I feel cleaner internally, having intense dreams that I can hardly remember and am dumping my spiritual toxins. I am now willing to learn how it feels to treasure my own life.